allergic reactions

had an allergic reaction to coffee today. took a big whiff of some erin had just ground up and within ten minutes i was in hell.

connecitcut camp stuff is starting to wear down on me. by april 7th (the same day as my lovely 21st birthday party, though a day early) i will need to turn in a curriculum map which basically outlines everything i want to do. less than a month later i will need to have turned in 12 daily lesson plans.

i can not afford to slack off on this.


in other connecitcut camp news: the senior program is still hiring in some positions and i told erin about one that's perfect for her. the program assistant is basically a fast paced office job which is just the thing she's looking for. i thought about not telling her of the opening solely because this will be a big thing for me and i wanted to have this experience on my own, but after thinking about it for a while i realized this isn't like italy-- this is a job and i'll be so busy with my own duties and assignments that we wouldn't be clinging on to each other. both us of are fully capable of making our own friends and having our own lives while still being in each others. we talked about it some and we both understand that. i know for a fact she wouldn't attach herself to me (erin isn't like that at all), and the same goes for me. we shall see.


i am going to repaint the kitchen in may, so help me God. i can't stand the way it looks now. we're looking at either green or blue, and i'm leaning towards the latter.