complications

i don't even know where to fucking start with this, so we'll just go in the order everything happened within the past two hours:

-yesterday i recieved from uga a HOPE check for $996. i thought this was weird and was wondering why it didn't go to columbus state (where i'm signed up for my italy classes)

-called columbus state today and low and behold my classes have been dropped due to non-payment

-i panic and start to freak out for a good five minutes

-i then call the registrar's offic there and talk to them about with, after yelling at my mom to shut up because i CAN'T FUCKING STAND IT WHEN I'M TRYING TO TALK ON THE PHONE AND PEOPLE ARE TALKING TO ME AT THE SAME TIME. especially when i'm about to cry and/or snap at any second. it just not a good combination so please, never do this to me. i will scream at you.

-apologized to mom, who then proceeded to frustrate me even more (even though she meant well).

-called the center for international edu again and talked things out with them (i had to wait an hour to call because everyone was in a meeting. how nice). they will register me again on monday and i will pay for the classes online as soon as they show up on their site.

*deep breath*

holy fuck. i'm wound so tight right now it hurts to move. this is all my fault though. i should have checked a long time ago to make sure everything was fine, but i didn't and now it's causing me nothing but stress and grief. you would think that with something as important as this trip that i would be on top of things, but nooo. i had to fuck around and not double check.

but God, for an hour there i really thought i wouldn't be able to go to italy. hell, i still won't be completely settled until everything is taken care of. i don't even want to think about what i would have done if i couldn't have gone. waiting until monday is going to be absolute hell.

i need a hug.