maybe i shouldn't be awake right now

i wish i had a car.

God, i want a car so bad right now. i would go somewhere, anywhere, other than here. go to atlanta, go home, florida, finally visit kevin, texas. just...away.

but i don't, so i ride the bus instead. doesn't take me far, but it's better than sitting in the dorm just waiting.

i'm hoping that if i listen to music loud enough it'll drown out everything going on in my head, because wow, that would be fucking awesome.

i should have stayed on north campus, stayed outside. being back in the dorm definitely isn't working for me right now.



ps.- by request there will be no more 'to do' lists.