nightmares

i had another nightmare again...not as bad as the others but by no means..

i thought they had stopped. on friday i slept well soundly for the first time in a week and it continued all weekend long. i thought i had been snapped out of this.

no, i was definitely wrong.

God...i wish there was someone up i could talk to, even if it's to hear someone breathe.

i want to:
hug someone
cry
scream
beg
laugh
be warm


it's just a video. snap out of it. it's just a video. it's just a video.



it's not just a video. it's not just stories. it's not just random people. i'll snap out of it, it'll just take a while.