Trying Not to Blink

"life is life and it's currently hectic and stressful and fun and tiring all at the same time. love is love and i have it in many forms, but never the one i want."


Things are much better. Not great, but better. Went through a huge rut on Friday-- mainly outside life was coming into my job, something that I didn't want at all. I'm trying to work things out and thank God it's my day off tomorrow because Lord knows I've got a lot to do.

I feel like I haven't talked to anyone in days and I really miss it. I miss venting and ranting and laughing and being silent with people. I have close relationships with many people here and I consider them great friends, but... yeah. Nevermind, it's not important. I only need one person to talk to, not the world.

I miss comfortable silences. So much. Sometimes I just miss being quiet. It's never quiet here.

I have also never been as hot or as sweaty in my entire life as I was today. It was also the first time I ever rode on a school bus and Lord is it hot as hell on those things. Tomorrow it's supposed to get up to 100 degrees+. I'm going to have to take my students outside in the shade because we will die if we stay inside the classroom for the whole time.

Here's to hydration. Cheers.