Thoughts

I don't know what to do. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to do. I don't know what to do.

Germany. No money. Backpacking still? Want to but can I? Life after graduation: peace corps? Law school? No school? Work in a school? Closer: fall. Lease, sublease, no lease, break lease. Money, no money. Money must be paid. Need to talk. Need to be there. Outside life coming into inside life. Can't deal. Will deal. Deal tomorrow.

Ha. Not just outside. Must deal with inside. Nothing to deal with. Myself.


So so so so so bone dead tired. Dead tired. Dead dead dead dead dead.



Please wake up.